Today I have nothing that I really want to talk about. Life is good right now. Nothing special has happened to be. It's all the way you look at life. You can't let your ups be too up or your downs be too down. Just try to live life on an even field. In my life I feel blessed. To know why I feel this way, you have to know where I am from. You have to know what my dreams were, to be happy where I am. You can't let life, your job or your friend dictate your happiness. I learn this a long time ago. I'm sure there are people reading this right now that let life, job or friends get them down. Down to the point that you didn't think you could get out, but you did. You may be reading this saying. "What is going on in Johnny's head" The answer is nothing. I feel this way everyday. I write the blogs to give you a better understanding of me and what is going on in my head. You hear me one way and I want to show you another side of me. Kinda crazy huh. You can be positive everyday but you have to work on it. You have a great day and enjoy yourself.
Write back if you want to and tell me how you are feeling right now.
John, You're right, & I am foolish enough right now to be in the situation you were talking about. I have let someone I thought was very special to me do something that has right now got me to the point where I feel like I cannot get out of it. I know that I will one day, but today I feel like crap. I normally do not let people influence my feelings like this, but I almost feel like it has controled me for the last week. I cannot stop thinking about this person & what has happened and hoped that I could just get over it but it is just not happening and I don't know how to make my mind stay off from this. Help me if you can. CindyK
Hi Johnny,
I am thankful for soo many reasons today, despite all the stresses of work and life in general. I just spend a wonderful Father's Day with my kids last weekend. I'm a single mother of two, and for them to realize my dedication to them to be the best mom and dad, and for them to show me that much appreciation, I want to say I am very blessed. I have a stressful and demanding job, and my kids brightens my days-most days :).
Keep feeling blessed, you deserve it!! For all the good you do in Central Florida. Hope to come to your events oneday. Have a great week.
John, You're right, & I am foolish enough right now to be in the situation you were talking about. I have let someone I thought was very special to me do something that has right now got me to the point where I feel like I cannot get out of it. I know that I will one day, but today I feel like crap. I normally do not let people influence my feelings like this, but I almost feel like it has controled me for the last week. I cannot stop thinking about this person & what has happened and hoped that I could just get over it but it is just not happening and I don't know how to make my mind stay off from this. Help me if you can. CindyK
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