Well, I don't want to sound too whiny on this blog, but I'm trying to keep my head up and not get depressed about my situation.

I got another rejection from a job that I applied to today. I just applied yesterday, and the thing that really got me this time is that I wasn't given the usual "We've already filled the position, but love you anyway" sort of thing. This time I didn't even get a reason. I'm not listing the company but I thought I had the qualifications and the position did sound like something that I would enjoy.

Anyway I've applied to hundreds of jobs and have only had 1 interview. I have like $40 to my name and have to keep my anxiety inside so my kids don't pick up on how dire the situation is. I guess that's partly what I'm "blogging" to get some of it out. I know I have to keep plugging along and applying to jobs, but when you don't even get called for a data entry job it does get harder to keep hope alive.

I guess all one can do is too keep doing everything they can. I keep praying that the Lord will send me where I should be. While it's been nice to be off these past few weeks, I wish he would expedite his plans. (please Lord, Amen)